I'm thinking about working overseas. My mom has been the voice inside my head lately. Whenever we talk over the phone, she never cease to make me feel like I haven't made anything of myself in my 7 years of working here in Manila. She always ask me what I've done with my money. Why haven't I invested into something just like what she have done with her money when she was young. Sigh. Why can't she just accept the fact that I can't be like her.
Anyway, so I'm thinking about working abroad. The question is where? I haven't even checked online for any job offers to workers overseas. I really don't want to but I guess that's the only way that I can make my mom happy. Honestly I'm scared of working abroad. It's miles away from everybody I know. It will take a lot of courage before I'd be able to finally decide on what to do with my life. I'd just be working there for maybe 2 or 3 years. That wouldn't be very long anyway. And who knows I'd be able to afford to invest on businesses. Maybe purchase an industrial milling machine that we can use in the province or buy pieces of lands and build apartments or buildings of some sort.
There's are a lot of opportunities out there. I know that. I just hope I can decide as soon as possible because my mom is right. I'm not getting any younger anymore and have to start making big decisions that will make my future life better. Way to go, Mom. You're always going to be inside my head.