When I was a kid, I'm not like the other little girls who'd rather stay at home and play with my dolls. Even though my father bought me several lovely dolls to play with, I'd prefer playing guns and play hide and seek with my brothers and other kids outside the house. My dolls were more likely bought as decors in our living room back in those playful days. When my younger brother got interested in messing up with all the toys, he decided to also destroy my dolls. I didn't even cry when he did that. LOL!
As I was growing up, I have always been a girl who loves the outdoors. I never stayed home and read sets of romantic pocket books like other teenage girls do back in the days. I read books but really didn't get addicted to them. I read a little bit and then go outside and hang out with friends. That's why when I went to college and I don't have enough to sell textbooks online when I needed some extra cash. So I joined several bands to earn extra cash during college days.
What this post wanted to say is that I'm not that ordinary girl who grew up in a very feminine way. I've always been a "tomboy". Well, not the lesbian type but I really get along well with boys. I've always been extrovert and wanted to always get out of my comfort zone. But now that I'm a grown up, I'd rather wanted to stay at home. Well I guess it's not because I don't want to be the extrovert type of girl anymore. I just don't have enough money to spend for me to be out and have fun somewhere. I still have that I idea that it's always fun being outside and explore. I hope I can be out and about again soon.